Sunday, January 31, 2016
sleeping is bliss; trying to sleep, a chore
Told my psychiartist that I wanted off olanzapine. It made me obese. Not even through making me hungry; the weight gain just occurred and morphed me into marshmallow man. But now, I keep waking in the middle of the night again.
It isn't even waking me into a sleepy stupor that I can use to coax my body back to bed. I am sleepily -awake-.
I am at the level of consciousness where I could do some productive work. But I'm mentally exhausting, so tired inside and out.
So, so tired.