Friday, April 07, 2006
i need
Freedom from:Eczema, breakouts happening in small bits lately, steroid creams are not a long-term antidote
Gastric problems, still here though less pain and none for three days straight except today
Asthma, finding it hard to breathe sometimes, especially if smokey or ill, plus it gives me...
Rhinitis, which I have take anti-hystemines sometimes, and it aggravates cold or other similar viruses
Colds, as I do now, though better, but they come so often
Anger, from dunno where, though getting better
Pride, that drives me to strive to prove myself well, which is equivalent to seeking to keep my soul
Depression, easily triggered from repressed emotions and emotional mismanagement
Lust, the desire to gratify self above all
Debt, amounting to more than a thousand dollars at least by now, hitting two K soon
Lack, of the good things, like my cleanser and toner that have run out, ability to save time through cabbing, buying art materials, books and such, and gifts for friends and family
Inability, to give enough to the building of my God's house, to tithe properly every time I have some cash, to give more to people around me
Extra doses, tambal, of:
Passion, because that makes everything worth doing, and doing more and more of
Character, because your leadership cannot rise above your character
Love, for myself, for others, for God most of all
Spiritual hunger, for the things unseen yet eternal are more important than that which we see but are temporal and will be destroyed eventually
Wind and Fire, to fan into flame my gifts again and again, without them I will be stuck at the mediocre
Vision, to see more, and conquer more. You cannot have what you cannot see with your spiritual eyes. Even a kid visualises an ice-cream when she wants one (from about 4 years of age onwards)
Desire, to see these needs met, and not subsist at survival level.
Give me your list of 'I need'. If we always subsist, and lose more of ourselves and of the meaningful things, then you need one of these lists, not because you are selfish, but because it is time to put faith and action on the table and trump these all.
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