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Wednesday, August 22, 2012

I can't sleep.

And even if I do, i don't really want to face another day and wake up to it.

I am really really tired.

Exhausted.

Anhedonic: nothing pleasures me. I can't read very much. I can't watch films. I don't touch my guitar or my paints.

Work is what drives me to wake in the morning and that is all I will wake up for.

But I am tired. Of doing things. Because every action takes more energy than is necessary for it. Something is leaking strength, and the leakage is in me.

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