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Monday, December 14, 2009

X_X

Feeling the stress. With social engagements - two upcoming friends' weddings - my volunteer work at Ubi Kuching Project, teaching for my living, and helping my friend work his business plan for 2010. I have medicated and am still feeling fkn stressed. Wrote it down as I do when I have stuff to do, but not helping.

Enjoy doing these things but enjoyment is not giving me strength as it is supposed to. And now I am getting a headache. I want to do these things but I feel wrung.

Am alternating doing these things with supposedly-stress-relieving activities like watching my TV dramas online and listening to my favourite electronica. Not helping except that my ears are ringing from the aural onslaught.

ARGH.