Tuesday, September 15, 2009
I don't think I will ever be fully rehabilitated. I still feel tired and listless easily, and despite a reduction in overall anxiety I still find some tasks a challenge.
I have started teaching again, slowly. It's a blessing and a curse. But I reckon it is God's way of providing.
I think about how I have sometimes wanted to be a stay-at-home wife and in many ways, that is what I am now. I enjoy staying at home, doing housework, resting in between, communing with my cats, buying groceries. I still want to do that for a while more, it is adequately energising, and tiring, and I don't think I can do much more right now.