Monday, October 29, 2007
my behaviour lately
I talk to myself. Out loud. Conversations like, "Don't eat it all if you don't want to," "Oh I forgot what I wanted to do," "Things will be okay soon," "Don't be silly!" And sometimes I smile or laugh to myself.
I get panic attacks every other day.
I am extremely irritable. I wish I live in a no-human zone where around me are not flats full of people who make human noises, just quiet quiet quiet please! preferably if its just greenery and lots of space.
But overall I think things are on the upswing. At least I am not sad over things in life. I am just sad. Life is pretty good.